One Day at a Time
Now having a total of five drafts saved in my blogger, I finally decide to blog about this random song I stumbled upon. Go figure. Hopefully this will put me in the mood to blog more. Wild and Young by American Bang. I originally heard it on a TV show, once played then it was stuck in my head, so I had to look it up. Of course then I checked out the lyrics and surprisingly found myself motivated to blog about them.
I have always been the one that spends too much time planning the future. So much sometimes that I miss what is going on in the present time. My senior year of high school I was so wrapped up in planning my pre-law college undergrad and what I needed to do to achieve my "picture-perfect" future. Then when I got into college, I spent many afternoons researching many different law schools. Once, I gave up on the law school idea, I just spent the time searching for what other careers and graduate schools I could pursue. I was always anticipating the next part in my life. The truth is that looking back I missed out on so much that was going around me. However, Italy my time in Italy was a little different.
Going to Italy with the idea that I need to discover myself, I allowed myself to adapt and change to the things and people around me. I had no idea of what the semester was going to entail, so for once I didn't worry about the future and focused on the present. Thinking of the future meant saying Arrivederci, and the truth is that I never wanted my time in Italy to end. From late nights on Via Zamboni or Alma Mater, I lived life to the fullest. I was living a four-month-long adventure of a lifetime. I didn't want to leave with any regrets. At many times I even wanted time to slow down. I even learned to walk like a Sicilian and learned not to be in a hurry. I learned to live for the present, and take each day as a gift from God.
“Slow it down you move a little too fast
Gotta take a deep breath and make it last
These should be the best days of your life
We are wild and young”
So here I am, almost twenty years old. While my teen years are ending, I know that I am still young; still learning, and still have a world to explore. No more fretting about the unknown future. Just one day at a time.